How could you?

Dayana Z | Friday, August 26, 2011 | 4Comments |
Since the title of the entry 'Selamat Hari Raya' would be too common, I'd rather replace it with the first three words I screamed out with a shaky voice towards someone after breathing this shared air gifted by Allah for 17 years and 11 months. Shaky. Yes, I do not want to cry over something stupid. Silly things like this should not even bother me. Recalling the phrase "I couldn't be bothered!" , with the northern east of England slang my friends used to say. I just don't understand how someone could be so selfish that it makes me sick even thinking of it. Unlike some people who can't, the majority who can should learn to tolerate EVEN more and increase the level and limit of patience.

This week had been really hectic, with new topics to learn, new assignments, in a way I was kind of under pressure, especially to understand faster and most importantly, to focus in class. I notice sometimes, the lecturers do expect slightly more from us scholars. Yes, we are sent here to learn with the people's money, now this adds the feeling of real responsibility for us all to become an all-rounded person.
Sleeping late and waking up early to sort things out have been wearing me out. I tried to sleep early a few days back, and I noticed that what will happen is my homework can't be done on time. Yes, the same thing I faced during secondary school in SM Sains Muar. Funny how in Convent I've always been able to complete mostly every task given. Maybe because PMR is much easier than SPM and A-Level right?
I just have to ensure that this stress phase I'm going through is a eustress phase, positive stress which will encourage me to do better. Well, to be honest, it is not just about college life and studies, I am not that weak to be affected by just this. There are other things circling round in my head, like the MOST unique person I have ever met in my life, one I wish I will never encounter again.
There are also other little things that I should not be worried of at this stage of life, at the age of 18.

I shall now stop blabbing about nonsense stuff,
and would switch the bad mood some of us had a few days back to a very happy holiday mood.
Eid is coming just round the corner, it is sad to let go of Ramadhan.
I hope I will still be here for the next Ramadhan next year :') .

Welcoming the month of Syawal.
Happy Eid ul-Fitr. 
Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua.
Semoga raya pada tahun ini diraikan dengan penuh kegembiraan dan penuh erti :) .

Influenced to shop - Jalan TAR or leisure time at home.

Dayana Z | Wednesday, August 17, 2011 | 4Comments |
Spending a day off from college for Nuzul Quran today, just sitting in this condo, trying to finish as much homework as I could before getting influenced by Atiyah to go out to Jalan TAR today. The problem is I can't afford to lose RM100+ in just a week - after shopping with Husna on Sunday. So, Syiqin and I are still confused either to or not to go out, we could not make a decision from Sunday until now. If we do go out, where would be break our fast? Then of course would not reach in time for tarawikh. So isn't the simplest decision is to stay home? Amal said the menu of the day would be spaghetti.
Uhm, enough with the food-talk.
Hehe, I don't often shop like mad though, maybe it's because of Eid is just around the corner, bonus with 2011's Malaysia's Mega Sale period. However, MOST of the things I bought are NEEDS , not WANTS ;) . ECONS. :-D 

I brought back the Acer laptop and took the HP Mini Pink netbook to the condo, in hoping having it on for 24/7 will consume less electricity, teehee. 

I'm missing my hometown already. Didn't get the chance to fast in Pahang this year. The best part would be the bazaar Ramadhan in Jengka of course, the last time I remember going there, the bazaar was MASSIVE. I went back home last week and found out that even Ayahlang, Pak Anjang and my brother, Hazim also had fun selling drinks at the bazaar. Too bad I missed it.

Half of the month of Ramadhan has passed and I still have not been to the bazaar, not even once.
I don't know why nothing much attracts me to go, tapi niat tu ada :) . 
It's just maybe, Masjid Tengku Kelana Jaya Petra serves really good food, drinks and kuih-muih for those who fast, indeed there is not a need to go to the bazaar if you do go to the mosque. Pretty amazing, this mosque even has a lift to consider the elderly coming to perform their prayers.
Masjid Tengku Kelana Jaya Petra is a 10 minutes walk from Sterling Condo. If it were just us girls, I wouldn't be brave enough to walk there because for the shortcut, you'd have to walk pass Stadium Kelana Jaya, ehem2, time kasih la pada Syafirie, Syahmi, Awad, Azzam dan Abdul yang sudi memberi kitorang ni ikut ke masjid, hehe. If it weren't for them, we'd go to Madrasah An Naimah just opposite the condo which would be just fine. As days pass though, less people are coming to the surau.

HAHA, Syiqin has decided to follow Atiyah to go shopping just a few minutes back as I was typing.
I decided to stay :) . 

Dreamed of accounting :O

Dayana Z | Sunday, August 07, 2011 | 8Comments |
Assalamualaikum :),

Fasting month of Muslims, Ramadhan has come.
Menarik juga sambut Ramadhan bersama kawan-kawan kat KDU, walaupun bazaar Ramadhan sekali pun belum pergi lagi tahun ni, tapi Dayana, Atiyah, Asyiqin, Amalina and Alicia masak (thanks to Jack's induction cooker which we share among us living in Sterling Condo because sometimes what we wanna cook is not suitable on the hot plate).

Kami pergi berbuka kat Masjid Kelana Jaya, terasa perisian bulan Ramadhan penuh makna, lebih daripada sekadar membeli belah di bazaar Ramadhan, membazir pulak kalau tak habis makan. 
Tapi mana boleh kalau tak pergi bazaar, insyaAllah satu hari nanti Dayana ada jugak niat nak pergi. Budaya orang Malaysia memang ke bazaar kalau puasa, terasa macam pelengkap suasana pra-raya. Bazaar kan meriah dengan kuih-muih, makanan pelbagai jenis, air macam-macam warna. Kalau dekat UK nanti takde dah nak bazaarnye hehee.

I was doing financial accounting from last night till this early morning, I dozed off and dreamed of numbers and accounts, veryyy funny, haha, sampai masuk mimpi. 
I know it's only a few weeks being here, but then, looking at everyone else with basics, and being me without, I find it quite scary not learning as fast as they could. Of course it is a normal process I am going through,  everyone learns new things, so I have to work extra these early few weeks, because asalkan ada usaha ada ganjarannya kan? 

Well, I don't really write intellectual stuff, I write pretty much about what I feel and about what happens around me. 
So yeah :) , 
and, isn't it odd knowing other people know a little more about you than you yourself? 
 
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