How could you?

Dayana Z | Friday, August 26, 2011 | 4Comments |
Since the title of the entry 'Selamat Hari Raya' would be too common, I'd rather replace it with the first three words I screamed out with a shaky voice towards someone after breathing this shared air gifted by Allah for 17 years and 11 months. Shaky. Yes, I do not want to cry over something stupid. Silly things like this should not even bother me. Recalling the phrase "I couldn't be bothered!" , with the northern east of England slang my friends used to say. I just don't understand how someone could be so selfish that it makes me sick even thinking of it. Unlike some people who can't, the majority who can should learn to tolerate EVEN more and increase the level and limit of patience.

This week had been really hectic, with new topics to learn, new assignments, in a way I was kind of under pressure, especially to understand faster and most importantly, to focus in class. I notice sometimes, the lecturers do expect slightly more from us scholars. Yes, we are sent here to learn with the people's money, now this adds the feeling of real responsibility for us all to become an all-rounded person.
Sleeping late and waking up early to sort things out have been wearing me out. I tried to sleep early a few days back, and I noticed that what will happen is my homework can't be done on time. Yes, the same thing I faced during secondary school in SM Sains Muar. Funny how in Convent I've always been able to complete mostly every task given. Maybe because PMR is much easier than SPM and A-Level right?
I just have to ensure that this stress phase I'm going through is a eustress phase, positive stress which will encourage me to do better. Well, to be honest, it is not just about college life and studies, I am not that weak to be affected by just this. There are other things circling round in my head, like the MOST unique person I have ever met in my life, one I wish I will never encounter again.
There are also other little things that I should not be worried of at this stage of life, at the age of 18.

I shall now stop blabbing about nonsense stuff,
and would switch the bad mood some of us had a few days back to a very happy holiday mood.
Eid is coming just round the corner, it is sad to let go of Ramadhan.
I hope I will still be here for the next Ramadhan next year :') .

Welcoming the month of Syawal.
Happy Eid ul-Fitr. 
Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua.
Semoga raya pada tahun ini diraikan dengan penuh kegembiraan dan penuh erti :) .

4 comments:

  1. hey dayana,, if klu ade ape2 yg boleh aq tolong juz give me a call.. sekadar luahan hati mungkin lehy ringan beban.. :) jangan stress sgt ok..

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  2. salam Ramadhan, Ajeyy ziarah sini yerr..
    kat bawah ni ada sikit entry dari Ajeyy, mintak pandangan dari semua yaa.. :)

    http://ajeyyrawk.blogspot.com/2011/07/exam-pmr-penting-juga-sebenarnya-dalam.html


    http://ajeyyrawk.blogspot.com/2011/07/hantu-bergambar-di-sebelah-ahmoi.html


    p/s : Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin . 0-0 :))

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  3. Selamat Hari Merdeka Raya buat akak Dayana.. Semoga bergembira pada hari esok yee :D

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